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[personal profile] dividedbyone 2023-02-07 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's...

But that's impossible. He was told - it's impossible. Once Sidious had failed to ensure Claude's safety following the end of the Clone Wars, after he'd died because he was sent to Paris in the midst of a conflict he should have never been near - naturally, Vader had attempted to recover what was left of him. He'd known, of course, that an explosion leaves little left of people when they're caught in the midst of it but even so, he'd wanted to go there. To see, for himself. Unfortunately, his... health had not permitted it (his Master had seen to that, Vader knows very well, because grief is not as powerful as anger and his Master wants a powerful apprentice, not a man crippled by anything, least of all grief). And once he'd been strong enough to decide for himself, he'd lost the motivation to do anything about it.

Claude, after all, was dead.

There was nothing left of Claude.

And yet, here, in this very cell... He stares. Wishes, not for the first time, that he could take his mask off and actually look at him, just to ascertain that his eyes aren't tricking him. But he can sense it, of course, not just him, with his familiar energy, his familiar everything - and also, the singing kyber underneath his shirt, calling out to him with faint, distant recognition. The past is such a long way behind them; it should not have been possible for anything, any remains, any echoes, to catch up at all.

And yet.

They're watching each other now, Claude with a wary expression on his face, chin raised, jaw set. Waiting, no doubt, for what the Empire promises all its enemies.

Deciding that if he can't make any choices, any decisions, at least he can move, Vader turns his back on the other man, the remains of his heart screeching in his chest to turn right back, pick him up and run away. Instead, mechanically, he opens the door and says: ]


Come.
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[personal profile] dividedbyone 2023-02-08 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He turns away without answering and it's not just because he isn't actually certain himself - he wasn't supposed to move the prisoner at all - but first and foremost... that's such a typically Claude thing to do, to straighten up and demand a little space for himself, as much as he dares. That small act of defiance - even if a laughably bad strategic choice on the other man's part if he actually wants to live and maybe he doesn't, really - goes straight past all the implants in his body, the burns, the festering wounds and hits him harder than any of it. It makes Anakin Skywalker resonate.

After all, if anyone believes in facing the darkness as opposed to letting it conquer you, it's Claude.

Anakin used to believe in him.

Though he's behind his back as they walk out and beyond his field of vision, Claude takes up all available space within his mind now - behind the mental shields he's erected to keep Sidious challenged, if not to keep him out, there's just the residual image of the other man in that cell, looking older (two years, it's been only two years) and resigned to his faith. Claude. Claude.

Claude who is dead.

Claude, who is alive.

He walks onwards, past security personnel, his breathing seemingly louder than ever in the stillness between them. He doesn't know what to say. He wants them both off this forsaken planet, off and away, he wants to pick him up and hold him with the hands he's got left. He doesn't want them to be here. That's all he knows. This place, this planet, gives nothing to anyone, it takes and inevitably, you lose. They've had enough of that, the two of them.

No, he will tolerate no further losses. ]
Edited 2023-02-08 16:12 (UTC)